The beating of a million drums.

No one can just sit there and go about thier day. Everyone has to give a passing glance. I learned yesterday that even when I go to the extreme to prevent anxiety, and it works....I get knocked on my feet from giving myself too much credit. My hormones are trying to get the best of me, but I won't let them win. Had a few issues yesterday. Got really cranky and moody. Despite what happened, we had a good mothers day. Got mom a microwave, took her out for lunch. Then cooked brinner for us. All went well, and this week is gonna be good I know it!

Always move forward.

I found the cure for not caring. Music has been so wonderful to me. I can’t stop listening to certain tracks. I find it very comforting to have music that makes me happy anytime. Some of the music I found even fits my thoughts so well…sometimes I can’t even tell it’s playing. I have been walkin around this poor town like I own it. By poor I mean, I feel sorry for anyone who crosses me. I’m kind of an assult to the senses, haha! Anyway, life has been pretty chill for me. Such a relief. My friends have been treating me well, and I’ve been finding friends in wierd places. It’s refreshing. Life is amazing like that, the pattern my life is spinning is starting to look really nice. :]

I don't have that much girly stuff!

Whoops.

A new routine.

Walked to the mall this morning instead of catching a bus. I tell you, it makes a huge difference. I found that walking really helps with my anxiety. I get to stretch my legs, let my mind think happy thoughts from listening to music. Gonna fix up my trike soon and I can ride it all over. I am pretty excited. You see, my sensory problems make it near impossible to balence on a bike. Everyone can ride a tricycle though! :)

Feeling rather insightful.

I'm going to be blogging a lot more. I find it comforting, and I find it inspirational. When I mean blogging, I don't just mean posting. I'm going to be subscribing to a LOT of people. Anyone I see who would brighten up my day, or needs a little encouragement themselves. Why? I believe that I am here on this planet to try and give people any help they can get. I believe everyone on this planet has a reason, and most people find it comforting to help others. For a lot of people, they go and do physical labor. Or maybe spending some time with other unfortunate people. Some people find comfort in giving some money to charities. Well, one day when I get money and time, I will do both of those. For now, I just want to reach out to people. Even if it's a simple "hello!". Even if it's telling someone they did well. Or reading and assuring other people. I'm not going to be forceful, or ask people to come to me. I'm just going to do what anyone would do on a blog. Read and input. You would be surprised what words can do. Life is full of patterns, and the smallest thing can do the biggest change. Here is the catch, I find it comforting myself to have other people's input. So I'm going to give as much as I can, and hope to get some back.

From one crazy messed up person, to the next.

Let us all help each other out. Be the reason someone's day turns around, and your day might just turn around as well. :]

I will be posting this blog on every major blog site. So these same words will be broadcasting across four different blogs. Let's see how things go!!!

-Brick.